lonely mika

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name:shirley/shaaril/bebe/mika
age:17++
dob:17/02/90
status:single

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My new blog address!!!!! http://fake-hime-shaaril.blogspot.com muz cum cox tis will left open but no more posting !!!!!

||MiKa|| blogged at [5:08 PM]*

2007-2008

2007 has been so called bad yr for mi !!

@ last july i lost a friend of mine .

@ i took o level exam

@ i quarrel wif my classmate -liwei they all

@ i had cold war wif iris

@ i break my promisses toward grace im very sry but i got my own reason !!!

my reason might be very rediculas (dunno how to spell) to sum ppl but i got no choice

@ i seem e real side of my frenz

@ i see more of my weakness

@ i still lack of sum teens freeedom which they got

@ i wanted to get jobs but .....

@ i never ever gotten my wish

@ i fail to get wat i wants in yr 2007

@ i left peicai

@ didnt make it to my p6 gathering after grad for 5 yrs

i want to say sumting to grace here im sry for keep breaking my promises

sorry !!

i also wan say that i miss all my friend i make in tt so call horrible sch

but i found a grp of gd frenz there!!!

this hoilday seems lyk my p6 grad as well both make mi misses my frenz ......

before 2007 ends i tink i use most phrase is " i was just lyk a bird lock inside a cage "!!

anyway whoever came to tis blog of mine !!

i wan to wish all of u a HAPPY new year to all of u

n plz treasure ur frenz n nv give up easily

nv forget there frenz around u who cares for u

last but nt least may all ur wish cum true !!!!

hey ppl nv wish mi may my dreams cum true my wish nv ever come true before!!

o ppl im changing my blog !!

hah au might say again but i dun wish to add more to tis blog dunno y !!

||MiKa|| blogged at [2:19 PM]*

the second day after i noe the news!! #

# it was really sad coz his death was publish on the newspaper the moment i finish reading my heart hurt n my my tears drop down uncontrollable!!

# today afternoon despite teacher telling us nt to go but we still go coz he's our frenz we cant dun pay him our last respect to him wen mi n tracy reached ther, both of us was scared dared nt walk to pray to him we bth were very sad already ever since hearing the news!!

# but no matter wat i still walk wif iris to his bro to pass him the bai jin frm our parent , us n frenz !! wen i saw his foto.... i also broke down but i told myself nv cry infront of him n his parents as they were more upset then we were so i walked quick enogh to find tracy n soon my tears drop down lyk a tap tt cant close na matter wat was down but after awhile i manage to stop !!!

# if i nt wrong i almost coz the two of them cry as well im reali sry of doing tt!! soon we wen to a block tt was oppsite his wake we sit ther tinking wat he has did for us soon dunno wat happen the 3 of us start crying ...!!!

# n so i suggested of burning him a stick of cig as we didnt pray him wif joss stick so we take cig as an exchange of the method of paying a respect .! the first time we light the cig it finish so far so we relighted the cig at least sec time it manage to go till a distance soon after a while we left !!!! # conclude wen i saw the foto !! in my heart tis phrase came in "u were so near to mi!! but fact was u were so far to mi tt i cant even reach u!!! " # i wanted to ask u y y must u do tt but now i dun wish to ask animore coz since it was ur choice i will respect it wif all i can do i will rmb it forever !!!

||MiKa|| blogged at [11:10 PM]*

Tis is specially for alvin ang our big kor kor!!!

why alvin why why must do tis stupid decision why it hurt us as ur frenz we dun wish to see u go n choice that !!! dun u noe we always beside u wen u need help u can find us even if we cant solve we still can share wat y !!1

in our eyes u r a guy tt is kind even thought u were ah bang but from what we noe these few yr frenz we noe u n ur heart but we juz dun understnd why u wan go do tt choice it broke our heart !!! And we noe u change to good n lots more but juz tt u didnt talk to us abt the stress n lots u having in deed our strong kor u were!!

i noe we were sperated in diff class but we still frenz wat it very sad to hear tt news u noe ?? i dun wish to accept tt but it already cant go back but to accept it but y i dun understand!!

it really sad to lose a frenz a gd pal lyk u !! it hard to believe u were so strong u overcome slo much n reach so far but y give urself up at tis point ???y let fate control u ? u shld control e fate instead!! i really respect u so i going to respect wat u decise !!

life is so fragile but why choice tt anyway hope u teasure ur life more next life time n nv give up so easily must go on even thought u might suffer hardship n complete the ting u didnt manage to do in tis life time!! n sweet always cums after hardship i wan u to noe tis even thought i noe u will be nt able to see tis post tt i wrote !! :'(

u will always be my big kor wenever we need u but now all i can do is to keep u in my heart deep down i will always rmb u my kor alvin !!!!!!!

now we will nv be able to see u in sch any more !! :"(

good bye forever !!!!!

ppl reading tis post i wan all of u to teasure all ur loves one no matter if u were close frenz or wat as long as u were once a frenz u will nt wish to c sum1 to be passed !!! n ppl nv give up to fate n ur life plz it serious i reali very sad losing such a frenz tt was so wonderful tt i admire his courage his attiude !!

||MiKa|| blogged at [2:55 PM]*

Hey it a new start for mi hehe!! althought it was set up abt 3 week ago but making the blogskin used up most of the time so today i finally started this blog heehe !!! hope u did tagged mi !!! july was a busy mth n mani bad ting mth hai!!!! dun wan say much abt sad ting la but happi wans haha fri 20 july my sch celebrating RHD but i still dunno whether wan to go sch ma haha very bad hor?? hehe but tis week strange tings happen example tracy was nt herself for whole 2 day especially wen in class she change into 2 diff ppl sia so scary !!! haha tell u wat i did a very stupid ting tt is going to a taiwan web to make a blog but tt was very personalise one which was not going to let ani 1 noe !! coz got too mani secret there haha !! hai getting to keep secret for other is good but too much is bad so i put all in my taiwan blog haha!! sure u all cant find de haha!!! hai im in deep trouble hai i wanted to study hard by revising myself but hor everi time i reach home i sur very busy wan also dun no y hai sian!!! okie it too late tml got sch sian lor okie will b con't frm here so do rmb to cum check hehe!!!!

||MiKa|| blogged at [10:37 PM]*

嗨大家好，这是我的新博客会有这个是因为在我旧的部落里有人在那污辱我和去打扰我的好友在这里将会有英文和华语。如果在你们的部落里有人用我bebe说了一些我不会讲的事我在这儿想你们说一声报歉！

||MiKa|| blogged at [11:17 PM]*