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it was really sad coz his death was publish on the newspaper the moment i finish reading my heart hurt n my my tears drop down uncontrollable!!
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today afternoon despite teacher telling us nt to go but we still go coz he's our frenz we cant dun pay him our last respect to him wen mi n tracy reached ther, both of us was scared dared nt walk to pray to him we bth were very sad already ever since hearing the news!!
#but no matter wat i still walk wif iris to his bro to pass him the bai jin frm our parent , us n frenz !!wen i saw his foto.... i also broke down but i told myself nv cry infront of him n his parents as they were more upset then we were so i walked quick enogh to find tracy n soon my tears drop down lyk a tap tt cant close na matter wat was down but after awhile i manage to stop !!!
#if i nt wrong i almost coz the two of them cry as well im reali sry of doing tt!!soon we wen to a block tt was oppsite his wake we sit ther tinking wat he has did for us soon dunno wat happen the 3 of us start crying ...!!!
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n so i suggested of burning him a stick of cig as we didnt pray him wif joss stick so we take cig as an exchange of the method of paying a respect .! the first time we light the cig it finish so far so we relighted the cig at least sec time it manage to go till a distance soon after a while we left !!!!
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conclude wen i saw the foto !!in my heart tis phrase came in "u were so near to mi!! but fact was u were so far to mi tt i cant even reach u!!! "
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i wanted to ask u y y must u do tt but now i dun wish to ask animore coz since it was ur choice i will respect it wif all i can do i will rmb it forever !!!